I love being alone. It makes me feel good for some reason. It’s been a long time since I’ve actually had someone to talk to and express my emotions and thoughts. I’ve been feeling great on some days an on others I feel like breaking down and just going under a rock. This blog is just really me talking out of my ass. Haha. I think that’s what makes this blog so special. It’s me letting my brain talk and really analyze what I feel is going through my head.
Maybe I like being alone or maybe the truth of it all is I have no one there so I’ve adapted to people failing me constantly and that’s why I’m so use to it. I mean I do have a boyfriend yet I don’t feel like he understands me at all. I’m currently under so much confusion and stress in my life that makes things so hard. Pregnancy and problems with work then my boyfriend who always feels like I’m cheating on him. It’s like I’m constantly on a thread and I know it’s gonna break at any moment. I’m always battling with someone and I can never find peace. I’ve been holding my head up high for so long that I feel like I’m going crack.
This is just another meaningless blog and no one will get me. Till the day I meet my little one I will be alone.
My life is so boring that I lie to my boyfriend so he can think I have a life when he’s out with his friends. Lmao!
I want a slurpee sooo bad.